No motivation

I know.....it's been way past a year since I posted anything. A whole hockey season went by without a peep from me. Strange.

Don't know....I guess the boring familiarity of the same hockey atmosphere, the ups and downs of huge wins and downright disgusting losses took a toll on my emotions. That, and the loss of both my parents.

It's been a very hard year for the family. A dark void that's so hard to overcome. Like a vulcher ripping the heart out of my chest. So hard to crack a smile. Difficult to move on and push the guilt aside. We could've done more? Perhaps. We will never know. Need to carry on. Will try.